iShyNya

Fell asleep. I woke up with a high body temperature, I hope there will be no fever in the morning. I don't want to get sick

Why does my mood get so screwed up when I have a good sleep schedule? Why is it that when I'm happy with a bad sleep schedule I berate myself for it and I don't let myself be happy and I also get sad? I don't know. I want to live right and more healthy for my body and mind. but my mind seems to want otherwise. Okay, I'm not gonna hide it. I'm sad. Again. For some reason, my activity period fall...

I got up the strength and made a little new photo set :3 Finished as soon as I felt the pain, movement is evil for me now :C I did it very slowly and carefully, but the photos turned out even more than I planned, which makes me very happy It's getting very cold and I'm walking around the house mostly in t-shirt pants and hoodie now, hopefully soon there will be heating. I also ordered some new ...

A little advice for those who are starting to learn 3d There are a huge variety of tutorials and they can be more useful for you. How? Don't follow the author's every action exactly. I make this mistake myself from time to time, but it is much more effective to do something of your own. Other colors, other shapes, try changing the settings and see how they change, etc. This way your brain will ...

When I had a bad sleep pattern and sometimes I couldn't sleep for a long time and when I had no energy left at all, I felt unusually happy. I wanted to declare my love for everything in the world. It's so weird, but it feels good. And now. I got my sleep regimen back on track. but with the bad regimen I was in a great mood and today I'm a real mean nasty person, but I think I'll be fine after I ...

I have an ingenious and stupid tactic to regain my sleep pattern . I fell asleep at 10am and now I've been sleeping all day, now I'm awake and I'm going to go back to sleep but realized that because of the loss in time I didn't make a post! Catch up and I'm going to go on to sleep before I lose sleep. Hopefully tomorrow my sleep pattern will be completely back to normal by now #skinny #teen #tiny...

Hi there, it's nighttime for me, but I wish you a good day because I hope you sleep at night:3 Sorry, I've lost track of time, I've been waking up at 6:00 at night and going to sleep at 6:00 in the morning. If I had to describe my life, I would choose one word: chaos. I hate schedules, task lists, I've tried to do it many times and I always hate it. I never know when I'm going to have a burst o...

You may not have noticed but my comments on posts used to be open, but now only subscribers can comment? Those who can reply under this post probably didn't even notice it, but it's a big regret for me that my followers can't comment on my posts anymore. Why is that? Because there are models who try to promote themselves on other people's profiles, my profile is no exception. I will make comme...

The treatment is now finally prescribed, but it's more to reduce inflammation and support immunity. in general, these are things that will allow my body to fight, but they do not remove the disease itself #skinny #alt #goth #emo #cyberpunk #nerdy #geek #teen #tiny #fyp

oh! It turns out that I did not upload all the photos, perhaps someone will like these photos. I sometimes have unused photos that don't seem good to me, but I'm very critical of myself, I'm sure that you are kinder to me than I am We are accustomed to ourselves and easily see all the flaws, and we perceive the good as the norm. But other people see the whole picture, not just the flaws #teen ...

Well... I'm still in a good mood. Talked to the doctor, I'm not going anywhere for the next 3 months or more likely half a year. No surgery, no treatment. I can't or don't need anything unless it's an emergency. All I will do in the near future is to take care of myself very much and not to strain my organism and to pass health examinations. I have so much content so I will do things that mini...

I hadn't eaten anything spicy in a while and missed spicy food. However, apparently only I can make spicy food here. In Thailand, almost all the food was spicy as hell and at first I had a hard time eating it, but then I fell in love with it. A recent situation: I ordered a spicy kimchi soup, the description of which several times mentioned an incredible and unforgettable experience, fire in the ...

Today was a beautiful day, I spent it with my family, they helped me do things I can't do right now and also we had a nice cozy conversation and it even felt like Christmas. It was summery warm and sunny outside at the same time, of course it didn't feel like Christmas weather, but the feeling of Christmas came closer to the evening. I did a little modeling in blender this morning, started a new ...

This post is just about my thoughts without any conclusions. The sense of time is the strangest and most inaccurate sense according to my personal feelings. For humans, time feels real. But according to quantum physics, it doesn't even exist. I don't feel a strong difference between the events of yesterday or ten years ago. The only thing that changes is that I remember events that happened a lon...

Good news! My cancer markers are negative. The rest of the results are not bad either, there are some problems, but I have known about these problems for a long time and not all of these problems are treatable. I'm a little confused as to when the size recheck will be for comparison..... I'll find out tomorrow and check with the other doctor. and I still don't know anything about the final treat...

The return of old photos omg I hope I don't get confused. I'll upload the rest Miku's pictures tomorrow. but something very very very very old today. I'll probably know the results of the test within 24 hours. apparently by early next week I'll know what to do next I'm gonna get some more rest. My sleepiness is endless #skinny #teen #tiny #butt #egirl #small #petite #fyp

Hi everyone, I'm feeling better mentally and less scared. Tomorrow I take the last tests and then closer to next week I will get information and treatment. There's no point in worrying, I'll just follow all precautions and doctor's recommendations. Worrying hasn't helped anyone yet In the meantime, I've almost completely learned blender, I just have to finish mastering nodes and then it's time to...

Unfortunately, the meme is not mine, but it's very funny! I love South Park and I haven't mentioned it before, but now you know it

Would you be offended if there was only 1 photo today? I suddenly disliked all my photos and my thoughts are confused with anxiety so I don't know what to tell you now but thank you all for being with me

Hi. for those who were worried about me and my health. I will soon be dealing with my biggest and most sudden health problem, I was at the doctor yesterday and unfortunately the news is not good. Tomorrow morning I'm going to have a check up for hormones etc, I already had an ultrasound where they found a tumor and today I had additional problems, but I don't think it's allowed to write here. I'...

Hi. no pics today, I'm back from the doctor and I'm having problems, I'm sad and scared so I can't work right now, I'll sleep and i'll try to make a post when I wake up

I've sorted out all the paperwork and I'm finally going to the doctor tomorrow. I hope the treatment and tests won’t take much time. I'm very worried #skinny #cosplay #teen #tiny #geek #nerdy #egirl #anime #fyp

Yesterday I had a good rest and ate a delicious meal, and decided to take a full day off:3 So my mood is much better now. I also improved the scene in blender and learned new things. It was a good day So! Drum roll... Hatsune Miku racing version! I had never thought about cosplaying this character before, but when I saw this costume I really wanted to try it :3 #Skinny #teen #tiny #cosplay #anim...

ouch! Before you forget about Jinx, here are some extra pics without the costume :3 (I almost forgot about it myself) tomorrow I'm gonna buy myself fries and burgers and have a junk food feast! I declare happy iShyNya day. I will do whatever makes me happy (but within the confines of my apartment, it's cold outside and I don't want to go out) Homework for all of you. If you have a free day in...

so even though I was feeling sad today, my friend and I did a Blender tutorial together today. I enjoyed helping her, it was nice and fun, I'm very bad at explaining things and I'm not a very good teacher x) The tutorial lasted 45 minutes. But we did it all day! I'm not good at noticing the passage of time when doing something interesting..... So it turns out today is already over lol #skinny #t...

On youtube saw a couple of clips with Sims 4 and decided to play this part, usually all my gameplay ended on the creation of a character, building a house and messing with the pool. This time I decided not to bother and just play. And oh boy, how hard it is to just live! They're always dissatisfied with everything, they're hungry, they want to sleep, they're dirty and their house is full of garbag...

I saw the movie Barbie. Everything I say below is my opinion, but very cautious. You may not agree with it, that's perfectly fine, everyone has their own opinion. I didn't like this movie. I feel like this movie could have been a hundred times better. There are attempts to touch on important topics, but not very successfully as it seems to me. Overall, I had the feeling that the movie was very...

It's been a very long time since I've gone for a walk, so today when I went to get a cosplay (I'll talk about the cosplay below) I decided to take a longer walk and explore the neighborhood. And so. first of all I want to say that the sparrows are safely back, I saw some cats, crows and a lot of starlings, which is already very good. I found new stores, new parks, overall it's very cozy and lots o...

Spent the day with my parents, plus we finally hung the curtains :3 Very tired and it's deep in the night, did a little photo set and I don't know what to write, my thoughts are already confused and I'm falling asleep Oh and yes also today I assembled a shelving unit with almost nothing in it yet. I'm starting to like to assemble things. Hugs to everyone. those who I didn't get a chance to repl...

do you remember that I love birds, don't you? If you don't, I'm going to remind you again. I had a sparrow feeder and sparrows came to me all the time, and they also lived in the tree in front of my window. You know what happened? You don't know what happened. Somebody cut down that tree!!!!!!!!!! Now I don't see a single sparrow in the neighborhood. After that, my mood was destroyed and I went...