***Life Update*** Ive been in contemplation about a lot of ..
Added 2021-05-17 11:30:23 +0000 UTC***Life Update***
Ive been in contemplation about a lot of things in my life these past few months.
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Who am I in relationship?
Who am I when Iโm on my own?
How can I know myself more deeply, enjoy my own company more?
Do I really, truly like myself.. love myself?
What are my boundaries?
How do I create a life Iโm proud of?
What unresolved childhood trauma do I re-enact when I am feeling triggered?
In all honesty, I noticed how unhappy i have been. Covering it up just magnified what I've been avoiding. Itโs in no way easy.. but I decided Iโm taking the route to sit with these uncomfortable questions and not bury them in unhealthy coping mechanisms or toxic friendships/relationships.
I donโt want to wake up in 10, 20, or 30 years and realize that i have been living someone elseโs life. Or not be f***ing proud and amazed at the life i have created.
Anyways.. i just wanted to let you know why Iโve been a little absent lately. You know.. just dealing with this thing called life ๐คช
I appreciate you for being here with me on this journey, loving me for my light as well as my dark.. humour that pops put from time to time. ๐โบ๏ธ Miss you. Xoxo - Bloom
