happy saturday! And i mean it! Haha. 3 weeks postpartum an..

happy saturday! And i mean it! Haha.

3 weeks postpartum and feeling a bit more like myself thank god. Crazy body shift, for starters. Look at the side by side! Emotions a bit off the rails but that’s expected. Last week was a disaster with three kids all home from school (a classroom covid case), another clogged duct and just general “baby blue” malaise that is biologically unavoidable.

The emotional recovery from OF taking down my breastfeeding / pumping post was an example of how aggressive that post-baby hormone come down can be. I was SHAKING mad. Haha. To be fair, I should have been. Boobs are great. Pretty sure we all love them on here. And you know when boobs are the greatest!? When they are making milk, obviously.

For an app that claims to be more than just for porn where creators can really “be themselves” - but to turn around and randomly delete a deeply personal attempt to educate and build awareness around something that affects every single woman’s body who has a baby bc it might offend some asshole’s erection…well, fuck off.

But after taking a break (once the shaking anger subsided) I decided I can still privately consult and continue sharing my postpartum journey. That is, until they decide sharing emotions is also “tab0o” and ultimately just come clean and admit the app is for anti-human fuck robots.

Anyway, IM FINE THINGS ARE GREAT. 💁🏻‍♀️ Haha. Belly has gone down a lot and I can button a few of my pre-pregnancy jeans. I still can’t quite work out - waiting the full six weeks til the Dr clears me (working out, especially the abdomen, too early can do more harm than good and WONT speed up your 6 pack btw)

But overall feeling good and strong. And, at times…super angry. lol. Bear in the woods w her cubs type angry. Word to the wise, don’t pick a fight with a postpartum mom. Avoid at all costs. She WILL destroy you (cry a little) then squirt milk on your ashes. Godspeed! 💦❤️💦

(also, hi ☺️, feels good to be back)