There is so much on my mind lately, maybe itns not a bad ide..

There is so much on my mind lately, maybe itns not a bad idea to sometimes post a little "diary" post on my onlyfans too 🙈 For those wondering what´s going on in my mind at the moment : First of all, i have a new keyholder. Goddess Annie. She played my weak submissive mind and outsmarted me and managed to convince me to put her chastity cage on for 1 day. "It would be good for the video" she said. She didn´t give back the keys at all and now she´s my keyholder. She doesnnt want to tell me if i ever get the keys back or not. It has gotten me in a more submissive state than ever before and i´m so motivated to continue my sissyfication process. Another thing on my mind is the electrolysis lawer hair removal day on 29 September. This sucks because (right now) i need to grow my facial hair to make sure its long enough by the 29th. After that, i will probably need 10 days recovery aswell. Having facial hair has become one of the nastiest things i can experience. I hate it so much, i feel so bad with it. But joyce knows its for the best. Not having facial hair, would mean i can simply put make-up on and be a bitch. It´s a dream. It´s an expensive dream too. This costs 900 euros for 8 hours of pain. For the rest of my body, i´m thinking about buying the highest quality IPL device out there. Costing another 500 euro. We still live in a very tiny unfinished house. And its getting embarrassing to invite other creators over to shoot in this place. So we´relooking to buy a new house. I managed to safe some Onlyfans money, (not enough to buy a house haha, just enough to get accepted for a loan for a bigger one) a bigger house as in a normal average house by the way 😆 Once my facial hair is completly gone, i will feel even more confident to go even further. I plan on getting fucked often. Also going outside would be better for me. Public content isnt allowed here on onlyfans, but i got other platforms to share that on. Then we have weightloss, it´s going good! Specially since goddess annie became my keyholder i got extra motivated. I´m at +- 73 kilograms now. And 70 is my goal. I´m also going to make an ebook about sissy health and my feminization diet. Then we have the webshop, www.sissymarket.com , we recently added revieuws to the website, now people who buy stuff on the webshop can leave a revieuw including photo (very original way to expose and promote yourself too by the way) !! But because it´s new, it looks like we almost have no revieuws, that sucks because we did over 2000 orders. I´m sure in time it will be a good choice to add revieuws. The webshop has been making a decent profit, and we would like to start shipping from belgium and get our own real life sissy market store. The Sissy Market is something for the sissy community. We´re also building an onlyfans profile for it (for free) where the community can submit posts and expose themselves on. Maybe in the future even a real social media or chatsite, who knows how far it can go... Lastly, i have been thinking about hormones and dedicating myself to this lifestyle even more than i am already. I´m very confused about that. Maybe when my facial hair is gone and i´m and my weight goal... idk. With the right person pushing me, the sky is the limit. But yeah, joyce has tons on her mind while i rather have my mind be empty and full of cock. Advice is always very much appreciated. 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰