Madsfive

Wanda WIP #3 : finished Darkhold + health update

Added 2022-09-19 08:37:27 +0000 UTC

Very evil book is done and so is the tutorial and pattern !

I'm super happy about it. I used a folder binder for the pages inside because I wanted to be able to change the content with whatever I wanted ! Esoteric pages for pictures and conventions, recipes for when at home !

I drew multiple pages by hand, 2 of them being the one visible in Wandavision, the other I got inspired with the necronomicon and other fantasy grimoire design I found online. The other I will leave blank so people at conventions could draw on them, so I can have a nice and unique souvenir from each of them.

Onto the fun stuff now : I work A LOT. Having my job + patreon + others cosplay opportunities + daily life started weighting on me. I like to do everything all at once, neglecting my physical and mental health. And it caught up with me this time. If I don't meet my insane standards and if I don't put enough rewards every month I i feel like a failure.

I got so stressed it felt like I was having a heart attack. Which it was not of course, my doc told me to chill out and gave me some anxiety meds. Which helps but now that's on me to set things right. I'll maybe slow down my cosplay productions and concentrate more on quality and my own health.

What does it mean for you ? Well not a lot, I'll try to keep my usual number of rewards. Or maybe less tutorials each months, but longer and more detailed ! I just need to concentrate on one project at a time 💜

Thank you for supporting me and allowing me to keep going ! 💜

Cheers, much love !!