Rebel

As you noticed, I were barely online the last months. That's because, I had no time because in my country if you get an illness that longs longer than a certain amount of time, you will be retrained for a new job. It's my third time now and it's also the most difficult one. In germany it's really hard to participate in society, if you are in a condition, that you are not able to work. Many in my town respective surroundings are rly, rly poor. They don't know how to feed their children or how to pay the landlords. It was like that already before covid, the war and inflation and all that stuff. But now it's really hard to live in germany. Especially in regions with weak economic structures, where I live. We don't even know how to pay heating. Some kind of food is not longer sold. And I don't even know if german diaper fetishists will buy diapers in the future. :D But! If the winter get's really cold and we can't use heaters, why don't we do wear multiple layers of diapers? XD I mean peeing in diapers gives a warm, cozy feeling?

I know the situation is not funny at all, but if there is no one that laughs, the whole world (or country) is crying. The same for fetish pics. That's why I will publish more paintings and drawings in the future. The first one is almost done. (ca. 90%) I hope to give my viewers this cozy feeling I told above. These are hard times and it would make it easier to bear it, if there are some artworks, that distracts from these problematic situations. You know what I mean? We need art now more than ever before. Fetish art as well. Art not only distracts. It gives inspiration and motivation.

What I wanted to say: I'm so sorry to kept you waiting. Retraining is a hard thing. Not only you have to learn how to work in a new full time job. This kind of education compresses it's content of 7 years of education like in universities into 1.5 years. My brain feels like it could explode anytime. But two weeks ago, I decided not to let my life be predetermined by authorities anymore, who force me to take part of retraining. Back than, before it all started, I almost earned enough money monthly to do it for living. But in germany authorities don't like it, if you make money of your art or any other unique idea. So they try to force you to participate programs to retrain you. Here you have to live for work. I know, that the whole world thinks, germany is so nice to it's people, that we have the best job policies, best medical care, best education. But it's not true. Germany only tells other countries it is like that. The truth is: Many, many peoples, families, companies don't know, if they will have enough money this winter. Not only because of heating, but also for living in an apartment or house or even if there will be enough food for their family members, you know? Our government makes everything even worse. They say, we have to save money to save or prosperity. But there is no money! Nor prosperity. So I thought: 'Give it a shit. Even if authorities don't want me to live off my art, I will do it anyway!'