Dreams. (diary, selfie)

1. I have read several books on Buddhism. I think I understood what Buddha meant when he said that the material world is Maya (illusion). This is good prioritization. I have always talked about my soul as a parallel world, but this sort of takes my mental reality into the background, and leaves the material world as a priority. And Buddha probably meant “My soul, my spirit is my true, natural reality. This is my true eternal reality, in which my Self always is. The material world is parallel to me.” This to some extent frees from the material world and centers on its mental reality and frees the mental reality, making the soul an eternal and indestructible universe, independent of anything. After all, the fact of the death of the body perhaps shows the person, “This is not your true world. Your true world is always with you, your mental universe".

2. All religions condemn negative feelings in one way or another. I think it's very bad. I release my cosmic uniqueness and give it the freedom to react emotionally. If I feel fear, that's fine. If I feel despondency, melancholy, sadness or anger, this is also normal. Emotions are very good indicators of the path (your path or not, stay or leave, communicate or stop communicating, etc.). And if a person believes that despondency is a sin and accordingly suppresses this feeling, then he stores tension inside himself. Any born emotion must reach the head and must be lived. Otherwise, it's like holding back a strong water pressure, one fine moment one of the pipes will burst (it will either be a disease, or a person will not be able to stand it emotionally and will commit some kind of destructive act in order to free himself from tension).

3. My inner integrity is slowly increasing. I began to feel those emotions that I experienced as a child, when I lived near the Pacific Ocean. Beautiful dreams and unearthly emotions. Perhaps this was caused by wild, pristine and incredibly beautiful nature. See the volcanic eruption from your balcony, eat honeyberry (I love honeyberry), burn fires and fry meat, eat crabs and red caviar. Even those cases when an earthquake started and me and my whole family run out of the house to the street were not perceived as something bad.))

4. I liked this anime and the opening song is great too. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q-uBJr6Hk38