every page of this chapter made me angrier! °❀⋆.ೃ࿔*:・
꧁⎝ 𓆩༺✧༻𓆪 ⎠꧂
I don't mean to be arrogantly critical of history through a single perspective, but just watching the concept of usury go from forbidden for moral purposes, to tribally used against enemies, to embarrassingly individualistic and psychological, was just hard to experience.
As a protestant, it was also painful to watch how the post Reformation church align itself with the interests of capitalism to such a compromising degree the exact way the Catholic church aligned itself with the Roman empire before it. Ls tacked on to Christianity all the way.
Some of this shit just straight demonic:
"the motive is brotherly love, namely that God's enemies may be weakened, and so return to him..." - Bernardino of Siena
The relentless trasnformation of commons into private property, the victim blaming perversion of faith into an excuse to say Fuck The Poor (╯°□°)╯︵ ┻━┻.

All buttoned by the single relieving voice of reason dying shortly after granting relief:

There is a bit of a puzzle in building communities online and irl today. Often someone who isn't particularly well socialized or fulfilled will show up in a community and take up a lot of space. Their eager participation can sometimes exercise outsized influence on the dynamic of the community, and their constant availability and eager giving also creates a sense of entitlement. If they are rebuked, or otherwise don't get the thing they were looking for, they feel personally betrayed, because they were so committed.
This happens constantly in churches, online spaces, bloody everywhere to be honest.
A connection I was making but did not quite complete for the Kiki video on mutual aid was the idea that Contribution Creates Membership. That is, the meaning of belonging to a community is whether or not you contribute towards it's purpose. So you are a member of a church if you attend it, and you become a deeper kind of member as you volunteer to maintain its functions, or apply for a job or make friends within it. You are contributing value to the space, and that itself means you are part of it.
But this only means you are an equal potential recipient / donor of gifts alongside anyone else. You aren't guaranteed it. You must contribute disinterestedly. Without promise of gain.
If you are a member, that means you give freely happily without expectation of transactional compensation. Perhaps big giving means some sort of big gift will make its way back to you, but you cant say what form this will take.
In addition to this, the integrity and essence of the group is defined by their values, their priorities, their purpose. That is: What They Consider A Gift. That is, you have to give on their terms and accept that gift cycle. That's part of what it means to become part of a culture.
So it's very self sacrificial. It means changing to fit into something, and it means letting go of what you may expect to recieve.
In one sense the reemergence of ancient usury bespeaks a decline in faith. Gift exchange is connected to faith because both are disinterested. Faith does not look out. No one by himself controls the cycle of gifts he participates in; each, instead, surrenders to the spirit of the gift in order for ti to move. Therefore, the person who gives is a person willing to abandon control. If this were not so, if the donor calculated his return, the gft would be pulled out of the whole and into the personal ego, where it loses its power. We say that a man gives faithfully when he participates disinterestedly in a circulation he does not control but which nonetheless supports his life.
If contribution creates membership, it means that to genuinely include someone in a community means to give them a role. To give them power. If your community is based on simply serving a class of people, they aren't members of your community. Servers in restaurants are part of a culture divided from the customers, as are actors and audiences.
This divide is okay, but it does mean drawing a line. This is why it isn't "kind" to tell someone they don't NEED to provide any value, or contribute, or do anything at all, because they are down on their luck and deserving of inclusion via charity. Like the early protestants inadvertantly reveal, charity isn't actually treating someone like a human with dignity. It's not including them. It's enforcing the predetermined dynamic.

Heavy long chapter. We'll keep pressing through next Sunday.
Halley
2025-10-03 16:19:51 +0000 UTCChandler Sterling
2025-09-21 01:53:17 +0000 UTC