Life’s a balance

The imbalance I’ve experienced this year has inspired change.

“This pill kills your appetite and you’ll lose weight, this device makes you gain weight but gives you emotional instability, but this pill will fix that and also cause weight gain”

I’ve had to move 3 times which has made me reflect on how many belongings I own vs how many things I really NEED.

I was sexually assaulted by someone I trusted AGAIN.

I’ve had 3 relationships, two of which ended in emotional disaster and moving…

I got a job to prevent my creative spark from dying out, but the had no time to be creative anymore.

So I’ve finally made a plan to try and prevent this turmoil in 2025.

I’ve decided to start saving to build a house. This will take a long time and I know this, but it’s a necessary step to prevent me from constantly losing my home. My partner and I are saving together and he is far more financially secure than I am, so it’s easier for me to stay on track with him! We’re still looking for a rental in the meantime too and the two of us living together will give me more free time on weekends.

I’m putting myself first (for real this time though) and taking my time with this relationship. He treats me so well, but whenever things don’t seem right I’m sure to discuss it with him and he listens (such a welcomed change). I’m also learning who in my life is worth going out of my way for and when to reserve myself.

I’m selling a lot of my collections and belongings I really don’t need or have lived in boxes for most of this year. Like my Pop! Vinyls or the lingerie that hasn’t fit me in years (I don’t know that the lingerie has a very big market, but I’ll just have to try…). Most, if not all of that money will go into my house savings.

Once I’ve moved into a new rental I plan to attempt to increase my production value as well. I don’t want to keep delivering sub-par content, which is why I’ve taken long breaks between posts. I’m very sorry about my inconsistency. Like I mentioned earlier, time and motivation to create has been very scarce.

Thank you for your continued support.

This Patreon will help fund my dream of owning my own home and having the stability I so desperately need.

Stay safe! Merry Belated Christmas and Happy New Year! 💚