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Dear loving friends and followers, I’m sorry I was absent for so long... been caught up getting swole <swipe left=""></swipe>

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Seriously speaking , I wish I could have taken you on my journey. I wish I was brave enough to record and allow you to be there as I have experienced some devastating years of my life. I wish that I didn’t carry the burdens and troubles silently so I could spare you of my pain. The sadness, terrors, sleepless nights and lethargic days were all too burdensome & paralyzing each day. I noticed as you watched as my declining health was too apparent to ignore. Life threw not just one too many curveballs. I didn’t know until then what it meant to hit rock bottom. If I couldn’t be there for you, I didn’t want to be there at all.

So I turned deeply within me to find the strength to find my own healing. It took sometime and I’ll never be the same- nor do I want to. I’m proud of myself now. I see how strong I am now. And I know things can always be worse, but I also know things can always get better. I’m on that path to healing, I’ve found my strength, self love and passion for Living. I’ve found my joy of loving myself, my family and friends, and to the extension of that, loving you. Mental health is so important. It’s the glasses in which we see and navigate through life. I am ever so careful now to the needs of thosr who are going through the same invisible battle. It often goes unnoticed, but I will try to advocate for it. In turn, I will strive to be my authentic self. Whether good or bad, whatever life throws, we have resources- we will weather the storms. And I hope nothing less but the same for you all. Be gentle with yourselves. It’s a beautiful life and I’m grateful for you each day. Much love and big hugs!

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