Birthday Post (+IMPORTANT UPDATE)
Added 2025-03-02 14:36:46 +0000 UTCHappy 24th birthday to the new us...or me!
You find a lot of things by digging and breaking your brain for 2 months, trying to get better and better, even if the world will do it's best to make you plummet back where you don't wanna be. You keep fighting.
I'm sorry for being gone for 2 months, with commissions on hold and unfulfilled promises. But trust me...my hands have never been idle, especially since working on Wasp Rider has been a comfort project this entire time.
A lot is re-designs, re-making what I can't stand anymore and, that's NSFW content and the community around it.
I've been burning out on it, related to some deep seeded trauma regarding me and my mind that I've been exploring with a therapist and psychiatrist for the past year that led me to regret some of my work. Even funding the music for the game which has been commissioned quite recently. Your support is what helped me pay for all of this and I am sorry if I may arrive to the point to not produce what you're supporting me for.
But...I'll still do it whenever I'm back, hopefully soon. I can't leave work undone. I've been preparing new price sheets and rules for commissions just so things are clear between everyone who wants to have us work on something.
I'll be posting some W.I.P.s of what I've been doing regarding a comeback, and just some other stuff I've been personally working on so you'll see what is going on.
In the meantime. Have a wonderful start of the month.
Keep yourself and your mind healthy, I've just started to feel better.
I'll start being my true self from now on, no more performative cuteness.
After all, you're adults and you can handle it, right?
It's a New year and we're New people.
Comments
Hope you’ve been doing okay dude. Actually needed to delete my discord last year to get my mental health a little more stable so I sorta get it. Hopefully I didn’t cause you regrets, but in any case that I did, I am incredibly sorry for that. Won’t ask what’s been going on, since I don’t need to know what exactly is gnawing at you. But without trauma dumping myself, last year my own regrets hit me pretty hard, and had me shifting away from certain communities, and just focusing on hanging with folks I’m comfortable with. I would like to talk and see what you’re comfortable with Commission wise, but only if that’s okay with you!
JustSomeLewdDude
2025-03-02 19:00:14 +0000 UTC
