2022020022022

Hi.

It's 10:18AM on the first day of 2022. You are still my patron. I'm in bed. I'm smiling because i feel your support through the skies and my screen and bank account.

Last night, I sent out an email to $7+ patrons. Here it is :

"It is the last day of 2021.

Thank you so much for being such an integral part of my life. I think about you every single day. No joke.

You are like my spinal cord. You are the spinal cord of my life currently, or at least half of it. Some of it. You give me money and support, what is life without money and support??

I hope 2022 helps you get to a place where you want to be or be more at ease in the place you already are in if you don't wanna move.
It would be so wonderful if you stayed with me in 2022, too. Totally understandable if not. A lot of us have money-saving-related new years resolutions hehe. I appreciate you either way. You will forever reside in the depths and surfaces of my brain and heart. Heart's brain and brain's heart. Is this a lot/unnecessary? Ugh, when will I stop asking this question always? Maybe I should make this my resolution. No doubt, just do. Fuck -ubt.Sounds like something a T-shirt would say haha.

I love you. You make me cry with relief.

Happy new day,

Aditi"

This is pretty much what I want to say to the rest of you hehe.

I got so pumped one day in November about the new year and made a note in my phone saying "Plans 2022" and wrote down some things whose possibilities lifted my spirits. Can't wait to share those with you throughout the year.

There will be a change in the rewards for the $10 tier as I've mentioned before. I've decided on a product. Hopefully will be able to show you by next week. Wooo.

Thank you to Sara, Sridhar, Susan. The three S's of my life. ( ꈨຶ ˙̫̮ ꈨຶ ) 💛❤️💚

I'm also gonna focus more on my physical health as much as my mental health because I feel so very weak in my bones and I'm very sure something's up and I'm gonna go get that damn blood test done that I've been wanting to get done since October.

I'm terrified of finding out what's wrong and also of the fat-ass needle they shove in you to draw blood out. I'm great with injections but it's weird when it's being pulled out of me. Anyway. I guess living with not knowing what's wrong is so much worse than finding out what's wrong and working towards fixing it. Knowing why is great and scary but helpful.

Haha this is how i talk to my therapist. She's on a break till the 7th.

Ok bye bye. Thank you again and again.

Love light and fruits and all the nice things like Andrew Garfield's eyes. I'm obsessed with Andrew Garfield right now. ༎ຶ‿༎ຶ

I spent the last two days writing a very chaotic song about him lol. Here are the lyrics (AG= Andrew Garfield :P) -

AG
How are you so cool
AG
You make my heart drool
AG
You're so beautiful
AG

I wanna hang out with you all day
Preferably on a sunny Sunday

I wanna talk with you all night
So late that we catch the sunrise

There's so many things that I like
The way you talk and your eyes

It's strange that I don't even know you
But again I kinda know you
But you don't know me at all
But you probably know that I know you

I know you know that I know you

AG
How are you so cool
AG
You make my heart drool
AG
You're so beautiful
AG

You're interesting
I'm interested
You're inspiring
& I'm inspired
Now Youre smiling
On my screen
& I'm smiling
On my face

AG
Will never know about this song
AG
Are you listening to this song
AG
Blink if youre listening to this song
AG
Wonder what you're doing right now
AG
Think I'm in love with
AG...
Making my heart drool
AG
He's so so so cool
AG
AG
...

It is now 10:39AM. I'm still in bed but thinking very dedicatedly of getting out of it. Okay I'm gonna get out of bed and do the non-bed things. It's now 10:40AM wow. It took me a minute to write that???

Wow okay

Bye bye again. I wanted to close this before i put the lyrics but it's ok. Bye bye again, again.

-Aditi ( Who else is it gonna be?? Why am I putting my name here 🤣 10:42AM now)

It's 10:48AM, I copy-pasted this from my notes app where I wrote this and I was formatting the text with the very limited options on the Patreon app. Sigh. 

11:05 AM now, had to use my laptop to upload the song because I couldn't do it from my phone for some reason. I'm listening to Empire State of Mind by JayZ.