Haven't been able to get myself to make comics for the past month but I've been drawing in my sketchbook many times which is nice. I'm gonna train my brain to use up all the existing ideas in my notes and not fish for newer ideas in my life and head. There's this feeling of inadequacy and dread that keeps me from doing things. I think a break would be nice but it feels wrong to take a break when I haven't done/achieved much but if my body and brain are asking for a break then why isn't that reason enough to take one? I also don't know how to take a break don't remember the last time I was relaxed and on a vacation of some sort. I feel like the internet is impatient and it will move on if i disappear even with notice lol The need to remind myself that I'm a human is so bizzare 💀
Anyway, i want to get into some sort of a daily ritual. Daily drawing and put it on the internet. I do draw everyday somewhere at some point but I wanna start posting something daily. Daily cat drawings? Daily fruits? Daily fruits and cats? Maybe a 100 day thing? Idk just thinking 🤔
The photo I took for this comic was supposed to be a video but then i couldn't figure out how to layer a video under the comic because my Premiere Pro stopped working and I couldn't find any other apps on my phone to do that so I went with a photo and I'm very awkward about it for some reason