30/8/22

Being back at work has been hard. There aren't any kids around until next week, but I think that's worse. it's just... paperwork, and bosses and... sitting around waiting for time to run out. At least the children sometimes fight or need to go for walks - that keeps me entertained mostly. Helps burn the fat.

But it affects so much. I can't write in the day - not properly - and then I get home and I'm just shattered. Mentally exhausted from the amount of gymnastics they make us do

I guess no one wants to hear me whining though, and that isn't why I sat down to write this. I've been thinking about streaming stuff. I was going to experiment with polls, but I don't know what that would even look like at the moment. Maybe once I have ideas down, I can set up polls here for what people would like to see on a particular day, and whether or not I should bother recording it. When no one's in chat, it's kind dead lol, so I never know whether it'll be worth the effort.

Idea-wise, I have a few. I'm definitely going to do a playthrough of super fatty RPG at some point because I have those lovely sprites I need to flaunt. Chubby spyro is kinda my favourite at the moment, and devourment is a given. At some point I'll need to set up fallout 4 with vore mods, depending on whether people want to see that. I haven't played it properly, so it'd be a sort of blind playthrough - but I had this zombie mod for the few hours I did have it working, and that was an incredible experience. might just do that. I thiiiink there was a fat mod in the works for new vegas too, but I don't know whether that went anywhere

I'm definitely considering leaning on coldsteel a little for mods - the coco and tawna ones for crash 4 could be so good. problem is, tawna is behind a paywall and you only play her in - what - 5 levels? so I found a mod that lets you change on the fly. that could be really, really fun - it just depends on how worth it it'd be to you guys, because obviously I'd have to be paying for the game and mods and everything lol

Same goes for league of legends. I could happily do a few streams, maybe with some fat mods involved - but again, coldsteel charges a lot. No shade on them because the work is amazing and I couldn't model to save my life, but am poor aha. also league is toxic and I get upset easily. don't know how that translates when I have people watching too. but hey - stream premades anyone?? could be fun. Make a game of getting me fed

Ates... as soon as multiplayer and everything works, we have to do an interactive stream where I play people. it just has to happen. and I'll digest every single one of you because the coder is under my thumb and will let me cheat.

and theeen, smaller games. there's vore war which I love playing sometimes... could mess with things like flying unbirth ninja and duamatef's games among other things. I have five nights at fatties on my list because I cleared the first one... what, two years ago? it was Halloween, and I sat there in my voresuit on the sofa in the dark, it was amazing. Have not played the sequel but it'd be a great excuse.

Oh. The other thing I was thinking of is the sonic mania mod - it was nuked from various sites because it made amy fat and she is underage, which is yucky - but what I could do is take the sprites as a template and maybe try to put myself in the game like I did with SFRPG. obviously it'd be a lot of work and... okay real talk? I love sonic mania and fat sonic mania is lovely lol. Being able to play as myself, fat, in sonic mania would be a   d r e a m.

If people like the idea, maybe I'll stream myself editing the sprites too. because spritework is boring and I like company. In fact, I'm more than happy to stream art stuff if people care enough. I just like hanging out with people and chatting. That's pretty much been my career for the last five years.

But that was a lot. I think I covered everything I wanted to talk about. Really what I'm looking for are comments, feedback - tell me what you like and what you think is a bad idea. Give me suggestions. Talk to me. I crave attention. And thanks for reading ^///^