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Added 2022-02-17 05:26:27 +0000 UTC
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Hi Derek, shocked to hear what happened to a person you know. I am relieved the person still is here and has a second chance. People never will understand the reasons if they haven´t been at this point as well. I was about 19 years ago. When this point is reached people don´t care anymore about people who love them. From my experience i can only remember some switch in my brain turned off, i was in a delirious state, only mist left inside my brain. I just was lucky enough to chose something to wipe me off that kept me unharmed and hits in one second. I literally was woken up by hearing myself stopping me inside my head. I still memeber the words. "Your story isn´t over yet." Thankfully it reached me in time. I woke up like i drank 20 Red Bull in one second, stopped what i did and promised never get to this point again in my life. This was the loneliest time of my life. even my family wasn´t there for me because of my sister (sucessfully) fighting leukemia. But i realized the most important thing is not being alone. For your friend it´s now more important than ever, to have someone to opely talk. I hope the person allows you to be the one. Just know, if you ever have something that hurts you mentally, i always am available to talk. 24 / 7. My best wishes for your friend. Hear you soon.
Svensei
2022-02-20 15:05:40 +0000 UTC
