February

My brain is in overdrive at the moment. In a good way though. I feel super determined. It feels like the world is so crazy and also in overdrive, in a bad way...and I'm basically trying to observe and switch off from that simultaneously, to focus on where my power actually lies as an artist and as a human.

Been thinking a lot about what I have actual control over, what I don't and what rules are certain, like 2 is 2, certain things just are how they are and can't be changed, but other things are how they are because people say they are how they are. I'm trying to push myself to see out of those boxes and imagine what is possible if we changed some of..."the rules". I think it's time for evolution in my career and my personal life. 2025 feels like the year of audacity. We're gonna see really clearly who the cunts are. But we also have to be audacious in our own lives, find our power, and basically keep our heads above the noise that is flooding our timelines and news feed. I think it's so important to connect to your power and personal life and self right now.

I'm planning my headline show at Mighty Hoopla Festival. I am so honoured to be asked to headline a stage there. They are and have always been so supportive of women in Pop. The festival are putting me on with the London Philharmonic Orchestra, it's such an incredible opportunity for me because I couldn't budget out a show with that many musicians by myself, it's so exciting to be able to play with a full orchestra! I want to curate the funnest set possible, do you guys have any thoughts? What would you love to hear with a full orchestra?I worked on a potential set list last week and keep mulling it over in my head and then I'm like shit what about this song, but what about THIS SONG?! The more records you have the harder it becomes to build out a set list. I am also thinking then about the London show and how to differentiate between the two, I want to bring something different to KOKO, let the show evolve a little bit and play things we haven't played yet like My Bile.

I have a shoot today! About to get my coffee and shower and I head out the door in a couple hours. Got up early so I can have some hours to just sit, I need hours in the morning to be slow. Got lots to mull over. Soooooo excited for my upcoming shows!!! Trying to think outside the box. What is outside the box you think?!??!??!?!?!?!??!?!?!?...Have a beautiful day, thinking of you!