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I’m waiting for pathology results this week. I’m no longer p..

I’m waiting for pathology results this week. I’m no longer p..

I’m waiting for pathology results this week. I’m no longer producing these videos but I have a whole library of them. Some I could not upload here due to OF rules of the number of people in the production. If someone helps me with any part of production, they need to be credited. And some of my videos my husband doesn’t want to be credited, so cannot be uploaded here. There is no solution to...

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I made a decision to stop uploading new content on this chan..

I made a decision to stop uploading new content on this chan..

I made a decision to stop uploading new content on this channel. This week is the last of any new content. My time put in has far outweighed any benefit, so I have decided to no longer record ASMR video as the personal cost is too high. I want to enjoy pool time without being avoiding people around me. I want to enjoy social space without being having to choose from time windows where I can match...

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The last few swims. It is the end of Summer, the absolute en..

The last few swims. It is the end of Summer, the absolute en..

The last few swims. It is the end of Summer, the absolute end of my equipment that I’m no longer able to invest in, and even the end of some of my favorite swimsuits. They finally suffered delamination and I’m no longer incentivized to invest in sharing my private hobby. It costs me too much to share. This month is the last month of uploads everywhere. Please stop chasing me down on other pla...

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Stills from birthday girl video I was asked to shoot some st..

Stills from birthday girl video
I was asked to shoot some st..

Stills from birthday girl video I was asked to shoot some stuff underwater. This is not possible as I no longer have equipment to do so. I am not able to invest. The trickle that comes in on OnlyFans does not support creative content. Literally everything that comes in off this platform is going on bus fare to work. So please don’t ask. I only document what I can. I have been unable to invest in...

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Birthday Suit. It’s my birthday next week, so I was practici..

Birthday Suit.
It’s my birthday next week, so I was practici..

Birthday Suit. It’s my birthday next week, so I was practicing in a fave holographic suit gifted to me by a fan. I have doctors appointments every week for the next month. Each week a different speciality and it’s infuriating. Swimming is really my only relief at the moment. So every moment in the pool is special to me while it lasts.

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I managed to do one-arm hand-balancing! Plus a few more of m..

I managed to do one-arm hand-balancing! Plus a few more of m..

I managed to do one-arm hand-balancing! Plus a few more of my trick experimental moves toeing through the water like it’s my natural atmosphere.

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I found the pool like glass, on a cloudy day where no one wa..

I found the pool like glass, on a cloudy day where no one wa..

I found the pool like glass, on a cloudy day where no one wanted the natural sun-cover, I felt lucky so I grabbed the chance to chill and breathhold a bit, trying to keep the water still. This took a day to upload because I’ve been distracted with so much pain. I tried yoga, but I still can’t get any relief from the stomach aches and joint pain.

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I managed to avoid the emergency room this week, but I manag..

I managed to avoid the emergency room this week, but I manag..

I managed to avoid the emergency room this week, but I manage to play to relieve pain. Feeling stable, but I’m still waiting for a good day. I have doctors appointments jamming up every day off for the next six weeks, and I cashed in my holiday pay to pay something against the medical bills still accruing. My deductible is $1600, and so far I have blown through it, but certain specialists are ou...

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Day by day, I’m recovering from this massive autoimmune reac..

Day by day, I’m recovering from this massive autoimmune reaction. Whatever landed me in hospital is now effusive and although my gut reaction of 8 days straight diarrhea has stopped… the symptoms are back from 18 months ago including passing pus out of my gut. Sorry for the gross update - this is how much trouble my body is in. My only days off work are consumed with doctors appointments, work...

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Only got to wait until tomorrow for my first consultation re..

Only got to wait until tomorrow for my first consultation regarding my autoimmune disease that may help me with some kind of immediate relief. I feel like I’ve been hanging on by a thread daily to cope with diarrhea 10x a day and massive abdominal cramps distressed that while this disease is unchecked, it’s adding to scarring in my bile ducts. If I can cope with low energy from lack of food ab...

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Bonus content this week! Managed to get in the pool twice th..

Bonus content this week! Managed to get in the pool twice this week due to my time off sick after the two emergency room visits. I tried welding the case sealed with TPU rubber, but it still failed. My iPhone is so old it’s hard to source a new case for it. I’m wondering whether to cast a new gadget in silicone this time around… but each time it makes the case more damaged.

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Creepy cumming soon… this is my sculpture I’m making a mold ..

Creepy cumming soon… this is my sculpture I’m making a mold ..

Creepy cumming soon… this is my sculpture I’m making a mold from for a new breather hood AND swim cap mold. The first is a fully enclosed hood with just the nose holes, for breathplay and creepy play since I love hoods and masking. I love the sensory deprivation but I also love the creepy factor of disturbing power I feel I have when I’m wearing this. I don’t care about my sexuality right ...

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Was in ER twice over the weekend, had severe pain worse than..

Was in ER twice over the weekend, had severe pain worse than..

Was in ER twice over the weekend, had severe pain worse than childbirth in my upper abdomen with no pain relief other than morphine and stuff I wouldn’t take outside the hospital. I decided to go for a “light swim” which for me means spending time hovering upside down imverted practicing balance in the water and working on dynamic breathholds. My dynamic breathhold is improved since 4 weeks ...

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I went in the pool today to deal with my abdominal pains, I ..

I went in the pool today to deal with my abdominal pains, I ..

I went in the pool today to deal with my abdominal pains, I didn’t do any uw pictures though because it was too much difficulty to try and refurb old cases and keep them leak free. Hopefully if I gather enough tips I can source a new case for my existing iPhone.

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Not a pretty picture, I’ve had 2 trips to the ER this week f..

Not a pretty picture, I’ve had 2 trips to the ER this week f..

Not a pretty picture, I’ve had 2 trips to the ER this week for a whopping $1600 (minimum estimate excluding the ambulance costs) because my immune system decided to give me massive amounts of pain and prevent me from eating. The years of struggle have developed an immune condition that doctors struggle to diagnose which is rheumatoid in nature and attacks every gland in my body. From my uterus t...

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I destroyed my hair in this session… it got irreparably tang..

I destroyed my hair in this session… it got irreparably tang..

I destroyed my hair in this session… it got irreparably tangled to the point where it just ripped in half as it was so weak from years of being unable to take very good care of it. So I cut half my hair off after. I also have to find new affordable UW hardware, a case I used only once last season warped and no longer held a seal, and a new one I just bought was too generic and couldn’t hold to...

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I am going to be 46 next month… last night I had a first nig..

I am going to be 46 next month… last night I had a first night sleep in over a month that my FitBit recorded, I’ve been really strung out over issues at work, nightshift, working too hard etc. So today I had to just chill and do a light body conditioning routine. I would love to compare how my routines change my appearance over the next few weeks, that would be a nice birthday gift to myself. ...

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Underwater selfies until the case leaked. Going to have to f..

Underwater selfies until the case leaked. Going to have to f..

Underwater selfies until the case leaked. Going to have to find another uw case again…

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Those of you that have known me forever know that I have bee..

Those of you that have known me forever know that I have bee..

Those of you that have known me forever know that I have been doing this forever. Playing my butt off in shiny suits and constantly working on elegant acro and beautiful flow. It takes strength to produce grace, focus and repetitive determination to self improve, and what feels like an eternity of battling against my own disorders to become more than human. Or my way of being supernatural. I’m b...

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Week 2 of pool ninja being back. I am playing an hour a day ..

Week 2 of pool ninja being back. I am playing an hour a day in the pool and my metabolism is changing rapidly. I’m feeling more relaxed in the pool and am able to start my apnea training soon

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Daily pool fun! This is literally the beginning of a warm-up..

Daily pool fun! This is literally the beginning of a warm-up..

Daily pool fun! This is literally the beginning of a warm-up phase to get me to acclimatize to breath holding again. I have a lot of physical therapy to go through having been sedentary for most of the last year. So watch my progress! I have literally not done any acrobatics for a solid year so I am feeling weak and unable to jump straight back into action like I was. Disclaimer: This is entirely ...

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Soooo I’ve been dying to find a play partner for some safe f..

Soooo I’ve been dying to find a play partner for some safe f..

Soooo I’ve been dying to find a play partner for some safe fetish fun. I am unusual in that I like pretty hard-core full enclosure-type device experiments. But this costs a girl money to build for herself, and it’s probably a bit dangerous to do on one’s own particularly where I like to be fully encased, hooded, taped, wrapped etc. it’s also a little difficult to adjust where I want to pla...

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A Sneak Peek at my new Resort-Style Pool. It’s literally the..

A Sneak Peek at my new Resort-Style Pool. It’s literally the first time I got into the pool this year, it’s been a long time since over a year when I last was able to swim before ending up homeless. This pool is not private so I’m limited with what I can do. This is simply a raw video of my first swim session in a year. I’m ghastly unfit, having been unable to any swimming for lack of hea...

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Here is a new swimcap I am sculpting for a three day video s..

Here is a new swimcap I am sculpting for a three day video shoot on the first swim of the summer.

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Been dead quiet in here while I’ve been busy redeveloping my..

Been dead quiet in here while I’ve been busy redeveloping my Medusa…

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I’ve started listing my monster pussy creations for sale on ..

I’ve started listing my monster pussy creations for sale on ..

I’ve started listing my monster pussy creations for sale on Etsy. You can see my shop under /shop/nuwamedusa within the Etsy website. I’m currently sculpting new fetish items including knickers and breather hoods which I will hopefully get to play with here in the next couple weeks.

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