malicejade

I wanted to try the chastity belt again, but still, I didn't..

I wanted to try the chastity belt again, but still, I didn't want to unlock him for it. Just because I want to try being teased doesn't mean he has to be uncaged. 🤭 It's fun to see who's going to out-tease who. I keep him constantly horny and frustrated so I have a start on him, on the other hand I very rarely go more than a few days without orgasm, so I am rather teasable (if that wasn't a ...

I wanted to post this video two days ago, but you have to fo..

I wanted to post this video two days ago, but you have to forgive me, because the editing kinda sucked 😅 But on the other hand, it's a little longer so I hope you'll enjoy it as I certainly did enjoy making it.

So, remember last time as I told you I am not yet sure about the use of the chain mounts I've put on the table? I've figured I want to try something out. Eventually, the ta...

So, I have a new addition to my sexroom 😈 It's something I'v..

So, I have a new addition to my sexroom 😈 It's something I've been working on for a while and is finally ready for some use. I've heard over the years that my milking table was a little flimsy. Well, it held just fine and I am glad I've had it. But since I am no longer living in a student apartment and don't have to spare every inch of space I can do better. The original idea was to build ju...

So, the last session I made had a second part. I didn't ment..

So, the last session I made had a second part. I didn't mention on purpose, because Luke also hadn't any idea I would try to give him another chance. So I wanted to keep it as a surprise, as I did it for him.

There is always a balance between how much I want to push him further into denial and how much I want him to occasionally experience an orgasm. The truth is, I don't even know w...

I am thinking about making a board / card game related to ch..

I am thinking about making a board / card game related to chastity. What type would you like to see, if any?

For a long time, I have been thinking about making chastity/femdom related card or board game. This is not yet an announcement of anything, but I do wonder if you'd be interested in one, which type? Or better yet, which first, because I find the lack of femdom oriented board (...

It's amazing to think how far we've come and I love rubbing ..

It's amazing to think how far we've come and I love rubbing it in his face. Way before he told me about chastity we used to be friends with benefits and for a while, we were fucking pretty regularly. Then things fizzled out until he told me about chastity. Since then he has had his dick inside me about three times or so and the best he can hope for is that I don't ruin his orgasm, when I decide...

I couldn't wait for yesterday. However I have to admit, the ..

I couldn't wait for yesterday. However I have to admit, the anticipation was more exciting than I expected. I mean, I am always looking forward to our session. It's fun, it's sexy, creative ... and well, overall I would say it's one of the things that's been a constant highlight in between regular days, pleased to say for years now. But keeping a promise of not cumming made me even more aware o...

This one is going to be a bit different 🤭You'll quickly find..

This one is going to be a bit different 🤭You'll quickly find out why.

There are lot of sessions when I focus so hard on teasing Luke out of his mind, that I accidentally edge myself. Things like outercourse, anytime I grind my pussy on him, or even just when I play with him and give him a slow sensual handjob ... well, actually anything we do, I do because I find it erotic and am...

I wanted to publish this video a few days ago, but unfortuna..

I wanted to publish this video a few days ago, but unfortunately, life got in the way. 😅 Of course, I could've published just the video, but without taking the time to tell you a bit more about it, I think it would be incomplete. This is exactly why I am keeping my journal. I can't count how many times I hoped to know a bit more about the porn I am watching myself. Because the "why" people d...

Handjob with a condom so he doesn't feel my bare touch, ridi..

Handjob with a condom so he doesn't feel my bare touch, riding his face while keeping him caged, and finishing it with orgasm, but without even letting him get hard, those last few sessions really messed up with his sanity. Obviously there is the horniness, but it's not only just that, pretty early on in this journey I've figured that denial is most fun when it goes beyond just orgasm. His mind...

It's probably the first time Luke has really begged me to le..

It's probably the first time Luke has really begged me to let him cum. I am not sure if it's becasue I teased him a bit extra "hard" lately, or if it's becasue his last orgasm was just cumming with the anal wand. 🤔 I think it might be the latter because I always try my best to keep him completely out of his mind. I like when he's horny and his mind is a bit pliable, it's makes him more devot...

I often discuss different things that occur to me during or ..

I often discuss different things that occur to me during or even after the session. This one is no different. The funny thing that I've realized is, that I can't keep things simple, even if I want to. I don't know if it's just me (I have a feeling it's not), but my brain craves some amount of complexity to keep me engaged. This session could be summed up in a few words. Luke gave me oral and I ...

I got to edit footage from the weekend. Luke and I were goin..

I got to edit footage from the weekend. Luke and I were going to see a few friends from the school, not exactly a reunion as it was just a handful of people, never mind the fact that it's not that long since I've graduated anyway. Luke offered to pick me up, so I told him to come a few hours early, so we could have some fun before we headed out. It's kinda unimportant where we were heading, but...

One thing that I find really amusing and great about making ..

One thing that I find really amusing and great about making him realize the power imbalance is making him experience things that would be significant for him, yet are minor inconveniences for me always go my way. Like the flaccid edging. You've seen me do it quite a few times and I won't stop anytime soon. 🤭 Sometimes I think it's ok to give him a proper stretch. But sometimes I just prefer ...

Do you ever masturbate and think, it would be nice if I had ..

Do you ever masturbate and think, it would be nice if I had a few more hands? Well, half of you are probably locked in chastity cages and have quite different issues, but for some of us, and I mean me, it happens 🤭 You all know how sensitive Luke's nipples are. I always suspected that it was because of the lack of his penis access. Well, I don't have a penis either, so my nipples are pretty ...

One thing I've found about chastity is that it needs a lot o..

One thing I've found about chastity is that it needs a lot of things to contrast. I guess that's true for a lot of BDSM, but I think it's particularly true in this case. The main goal of denial isn't simply not giving him something. The goal is to make him miss that thing, to crave it and not have it. That's why the tease and denial is really just one thing. For me, it's less about denial and m...

I finally managed to make him cum with just a toy up his ass..

I finally managed to make him cum with just a toy up his ass 😍😈

And now more details.
I bought this steel wand a while ago and was waiting for a good opportunity to use it. I wanted to be there when it was first inserted, but I've decided to let him borrow it for a while, so he can explore a bit on his own and get more familiar with it. Of course locked, but in his own t...

To say Luke enjoyed himself the last time would be an unders..

To say Luke enjoyed himself the last time would be an understatement, even if it lasted briefly. I did it mostly for him because I think every good boy deserves a reward every once in a while. You know, something they don't usually get, like a piece of bacon. You can't give them too much, because they are not meant for it, but a little treat can be ok 🤭

Well, today I wanted to mak...

As I mentioned in my previous video, we didn't have time tog..

As I mentioned in my previous video, we didn't have time together before Christmas to properly celebrate it. And rather than rush it out I've decided to wait for a nice free day, where we can mix as much chilling and sexy tension as we wanted. And some tension there was 🤭 One thing I love about chastity, and sorry for repeating it, but this time it was especially true, is that it can turn al...

So, this happened right before Christmas and I finally got t..

So, this happened right before Christmas and I finally got to edit the footage. I was planning to have a gift for Luke, but as I mentioned before, things were a bit demanding, so I didn't have nearly enough time as I hoped. So rather than rush out Christmas session I've decided to postpone it and use the time we had for something different, but also interesting. 😊

Those who follo...

Hi, Merry Christmas everyone 🥰I just wanted to do a quick up..

Hi, Merry Christmas everyone 🥰
I just wanted to do a quick update, because I was planning to post a video, but I still couldn't finish editing and writing. The Christmas season is one I love the most in the whole year, but to no one's surprise, it's also one of the most demanding. I have some family visits ahead of me, so I will post in the next day or two when I get a bit more time and...

I've wanted to try something a bit different. I was curious ..

I've wanted to try something a bit different. I was curious how it would feel to let Luke go behind me and "fuck". No, not really, obviously 🤭 That's why I put that into quotation marks because some of you might get too excited before reading the next sentence 😄But I have a tantra chair. It quickly became my favorite piece of furniture, so of course I wonder how it would feel if he stood ...

So, how do you like this bodysuit? 🤭 It's a little tighter, ..

So, how do you like this bodysuit? 🤭 It's a little tighter, but I was hoping so would be his cage when he sees me in it. I have no idea how long it's going to last, but I love how I look in it. 😊 Also, the tantric chair turned out to be a fantastic purchase. I am thrilled about the positions we can do on it. I guess it only makes sense that it works better when it's designed about it. But...

Luke has waited long enough, so I prepared something special..

Luke has waited long enough, so I prepared something special for him (and me). I wanted him to be horny enough so that he would be looking forward to the ending as well 🤭 Long story short, I wanted to give self-facial another go. I tried this before but I wasn't able to comfortably put his legs far enough. Well, it's one of the reasons I got the tantra chair, because I hoped I could aim his ...

I was curious if the pumping made any difference, so I prepa..

I was curious if the pumping made any difference, so I prepared a nice teasing session, to see how hard he’ll get for me.

I enjoy jerking him without letting him see me naked. I feel like denying him the view is adding an extra layer of vulnerability. He’s already at my mercy, so adding on the disbalance feels like stacking everything in my favor. In other words, feels just righ...

One topic that periodically resurfaces and I am semi-frequen..

One topic that periodically resurfaces and I am semi-frequently asked about is the chastity shrinking question. About half the people are frightened by the prospect and the other half is hoping to shrink their dick to oblivion 🤭 By my observation it's mostly a myth, but not completely. Long story short: if you are afraid of irreversibly shrinking your penis, you may relax, or mourn, dependin...

One thing that I love and is sometimes hard to capture on ca..

One thing that I love and is sometimes hard to capture on camera is any kind of outercourse. I know he would prefer the "inter"course but he knows very well, that that's not happening too often. I used to be a bit ashamed that I didn't like it that much, but my journey to femdom helped me to learn to like myself the way I am with all the different quirks. And not being too big on penetration is...

I've recently mentioned, that I needed to downsize my bed, i..

I've recently mentioned, that I needed to downsize my bed, in order to make room. Well, the day finally arrived and I got now piece I wanted for a long time. A tantra chair 😍 I love how it looks, how it feels and even more so what It will allow me to do on it 😏 For years it's been fun to use just what I had. And you can do a lot with just .. well ... bit of space, bed and few chairs. But ...

You know what's hot? Getting my pussy eaten out while watchi..

You know what's hot? Getting my pussy eaten out while watching him fuck the air in front of him 🤭

Before I started playing with chastity I always thought about male horniness as something I need to act upon. Something that's demanding of my attention. Like "look how horny I am, what do you want to do with it". Sometimes it almost felt like an obligation. Well, I am very much enjo...

While I made Luke wear the flat cage for multiple days in a ..

While I made Luke wear the flat cage for multiple days in a row, I think doing so is mostly impractical. However, I still love to play with it. Especially when I am in the mood of making his dick disappear completely. His "big" cage is still at least a nub. Barely bigger than his balls, but it's something, it's a tiny dick, or at least a stump. But with the flat it's just balls, to remind him w...