rememeber my love for seeing through wet clothes these days ..
rememeber my love for seeing through wet clothes these days :)))
i am again away for a long time... i will be preoccupied for a while, and i am already immersed in it.
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Did you see all those random posts on March 31st? I deleted ..
Did you see all those random posts on March 31st? I deleted most of them now but it is so embarrassing I let that slip... ^^" I had sometimes queued up scheduled posts for "a very far time in the future" just to remind myself that I had yet to write something wittu or relevant and post them. And then accidentally, one of those times came to pass. Oops. Here is something else that is revealing o...
2025-04-07 07:53:45 +0000 UTC View Post
I Tried Garbage Collection - Challenge Accepted by Michelle ..
I Tried Garbage Collection - Challenge Accepted by Michelle Khare Lithium batteries causing trucks to catch up fire, made worse by water
2025-03-31 18:00:05 +0000 UTC View Post
feeling for you. sensing for you through the space. feeling ..
feeling for you. sensing for you through the space. feeling the light you see me in, feeling the sun as a silk against your skin.
this alternative world of camming is woven into my day to day considerations. there is something there about courage to live in any way, and something there about my fear too.
it's my birthday!* Maybe it is yours too? Here is another ri..
it's my birthday!* Maybe it is yours too? Here is another risque moment with @elfgirltalia!
Imagine me devouring a pie today :) I will imagine too.
*it is Aly' s birthday! I came to life in whole new ways here.
Song: Hubris by Sevdeliza - the name of this song reminds me of something someone discussed with me today, of noticing when I am 'ser...
skin on skinwith @elfgirltalia :) to more of breathe.and sti..
skin on skin
with @elfgirltalia
:) to more of breathe.
and still more of this meeting to come.
It's the middle of the night. (Well, not in this picture - h..
It's the middle of the night. (Well, not in this picture - here are some koi fish I met yesterday and legs that don't see the sun often). But it is the middle of the night... I went to bed early, slept, woke up in all the quietness. This happens often, an interlude in between all the dreams where I start to dream my everyday life. I have been joking these last couple years that I have been half...
2025-02-24 11:15:54 +0000 UTC View Posti've been thinking of you lately. this moment came to mind. ..
i've been thinking of you lately. this moment came to mind. one of leaning into existence, playing with matter, solidity. allowing in the joy of coincidence. pleasuring in a sweet song. :)
2025-02-15 04:23:20 +0000 UTC View Postwhirlwind hair for a whirlwind time ^^"
whirlwind hair for a whirlwind time ^^"
2025-02-09 01:28:08 +0000 UTC View Postmy hands exploring @elfgirltalia to she's bad by silencio <3..
my hands exploring @elfgirltalia to she's bad by silencio <3
this was filmed by me, so if you can imagine it: one hand traversing the silk landscapes of her, one hand holding a giant dslr as far away as possible overhead, my naked self half stepping on the bed as needed...
my friends, it is a whirlwind over here, but may i present t..
my friends, it is a whirlwind over here, but may i present to you...
a slow reveal with @elfgirltalia
to Grace by breathe.
a test dance as we're setting up... there's something about ..
a test dance as we're setting up... there's something about the focus drifting in and out, it's a little bit like breathing. there's moments of clarity, moments of mystery. there's warm grasping curiosity, and then the sharpness of arriving. there's a softness and melting when it all blends together... let me be a being not of detail but just of feeling.
dancing with 2025-01-09 04:37:03 +0000 UTC
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slow dancing in the dark with @elfgirltalia more of this rec..
slow dancing in the dark with @elfgirltalia
more of this recent collaboration coming up...
it's feeling good to send you this today! it reflects my cur..
it's feeling good to send you this today! it reflects my current state of being, embracing what's there, being in the ridiculousness, inflating and deflating and flailing and dancing. i am continuing to be away... perhaps unsurprisingly to you... and the future is unknown. what i do know is how much you have shaped me and my life, in your curiosity your humor your engagement your being, and the...
2024-12-25 19:01:14 +0000 UTC View PostI am home and I am well! I am a bit in the overwhelm with wo..
I am home and I am well! I am a bit in the overwhelm with work and a minor existential crisis, so my time has been devoted there. But I have my moments of slowing down and just feeling. I still have my mirror in the bathroom like this :)
2024-12-07 08:34:55 +0000 UTC View Postlet's be a little alien, as we're floating through space(per..
let's be a little alien, as we're floating through space
(perhaps i'll write more another time, but good night for now!)
OF is reminding me to put something on the wall, so here's s..
OF is reminding me to put something on the wall, so here's something! With the water over oil on my skin, it all looks quite surreal, though perhaps easy to imagine my texture. :)
Something I've been appreciating lately is how there are some quick ways for me to feel my 3 dimensional body, just by squeezing every part a little bit. It doesn't need to be a whole big process! I do this when ...
Recently, I came out to a couple close friends in my civilia..
Recently, I came out to a couple close friends in my civilian life. I have pretty much always kept these two lives separate, without mention, and there has come a point where I feel it is impossible to really know me without knowing me in a SW world. This world has really formed a lot of my way of being, and relating, and certainly most of my way of creating and moving as well. I am touched to ...
2024-09-25 00:04:06 +0000 UTC View Post(I send you a message update :)) I like the idea that we are..
(I send you a message update :)) I like the idea that we are always imagining the world... it is just that most of us end up imagining the same things in the same ways most of the time. But we don't have to. In a moment, we can reimagine and relate to this space in a completely different way. Maybe nothing we see has changed, and yet it feels absolutely different. I really love that magic :)
2024-09-09 02:33:37 +0000 UTC View PostI finally took this print out of its plastic just yesterday!..
I finally took this print out of its plastic just yesterday! I feel like a lot is moving for me and it is new and strange and maybe time. I feel like I have always been holding back a layer a bit in some way, but perhaps it is not necessary anymore. Whatever it is, to be all in. Why not?
Special thank you to @frankierivers <3 for the image and explor...
It has been more than a few days and I have yet to catch up ..
It has been more than a few days and I have yet to catch up with tipnotes... I am sorry and flustered about that! Would you believe I got immersed in somethings I did not expect? again ^^" It feels like everything in my life has decided to happen all at same time, scary yet exciting. // I definitely did not get distracted by Talia @elfgirltalia, who is in this behind...
2024-08-29 23:54:57 +0000 UTC View Postjust now getting off the plane to go home! I am pretty sure ..
just now getting off the plane to go home! I am pretty sure a whole lifetime has passed. galaxies have formed and unformed and form. a different species of antelope exists in this timeline now. and blowing soap bubbles is back in fashion. catching up with you and everything in a few days!
2024-08-24 04:53:38 +0000 UTC View PostMessage in a bottle from the sea, it's me. I have been think..
Message in a bottle from the sea, it's me. I have been thinking about these moments with @autumnbuttons @frankierivers @tantric_eden_ exquisite. Perhaps you've been thinking of them too? I loved being behind the camera and communicating through dance <3 Maybe I'll add more to this text later...
2024-07-30 21:51:50 +0000 UTC View Post"Pictures from Paris!" The first 4 are "from the Louvre." I ..
"Pictures from Paris!" The first 4 are "from the Louvre." I never knew there were so many philsophers outside. I didn't go inside ^^"
I like the idea that the random photos we feel the urge to take reveal something about us. Like if we talk stream of consciousness, or dream. Something common, something curious, maybe something relatable. Though most of my photos are often animals I se...
(I still need to reply to your tipnotes, thanks for your pat..
(I still need to reply to your tipnotes, thanks for your patience :))
In the past, I have been viscerally sad that every time I do something, I can immediately see how I could have done it ‘better,’ more aligned with my intentions, to be more beneficial to or conscientious of another ... but I am grateful for that constant-learning now.
I feel this shift is just beginning bu...