Do you ever catch yourself wanting to avoid someone/something so much that you're willing to make up a story about serious illness or death in the family.... and stick with the 'truth' of that made up story for the rest of your life?
I had this thought today, to avoid going somewhere with a convenient story about an urgent and important family issue, rather than being direct about wha...
invitation
Have you read the poem The Invitation by Oriah Mountain Dreamer? It begins...
"It doesn’t interest me what you do for a living. I want to know what you ache for and if you dare to dream of meeting your heart’s longing.
It doesn’t interest me how old you are. I want to know if you will risk looking like a fool for love, for your dream, for the...
Wishing you that summer feeling in your possible snow storm :P
Sometimes it feels like I wear my smile like an outfit. Does that make sense? ... that I'd be more naked if my face were relaxed.
Taking my clothes off to music has always been a fun puzzle and creative practice for me :p I particularly like the playful first song, the slow reveals at 3:50, and the grand reveals after 7:40. Beware of the recursive green screen background effect, may make you dizzy...
2023-02-21 18:37:40 +0000 UTC View Post
i wrote a poem a couple months ago, as part of an art week challenge. Here it is - it is called "i whisper myself"
what is it?
what's one more thought
when i sit with many?
thoughts are what my boat is made of
and when it rocks
i grip tightly
its splintered oar
it is not fixed, I am fixated
2023-02-17 15:10:19 +0000 UTC
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Isn't it weird how buying a new toy, software, musical instrument, tool, gizmo, book, etc doesn't come with immediate embodied knowledge of how to apply it, use it, play it, etc? It feels like the purchase would impact skill... but it doesn't. :p
2023-02-14 01:45:46 +0000 UTC View Posttravel in time with me with this ye old tease
2023-02-10 02:52:32 +0000 UTC View Posti've been reminiscing how much i enjoyed spilling milk and bathwater all over the floor... the music carries me away sometimes. sometimes. often.
2023-02-09 03:15:32 +0000 UTC View Post
i fluctuate between insanity and calm joy, moments of so much dark impulse that it bewilders me. when i am in it, i am just in it, but when i reflect back in a different state, i can find it quite horrifying. to be fair, those moments have been short and relatively infrequent, but this week they have been visiting me often, which is why i write to you now. it and this and you have been on my mind.
2023-02-07 18:36:33 +0000 UTC View Posta favorite almost kiss with Lilith @tantric_eden_ <3 it is possible that I like almost kissing more than actually kissing. there is the possibility and uncertainty to it that is captivating, drawn out for longer. to stay at that distance and closeness where the change in breathe and humidity and heartbeat is felt, and fully acknowledged. from the sapphic extravag...
2023-02-03 15:37:50 +0000 UTC View PostI have been very aware of my tailbone lately, the position and rotation of my pelvis, how my sacrum grow up into my spine into my crown.
2023-01-29 03:14:09 +0000 UTC View Post
These days have been my usual civilian work, plus additional design research and trying to draw schematics, meeting with potential architects and builders and workers, figuring out the flow and use of spaces, how everything connects... lots of running around and not too much sleep. I don't know which image I am posting but I hope you like it!
2023-01-27 02:56:24 +0000 UTC View Post
is someone looking? the short version of my update is that I have gotten involved in designing and building a village from the ground up! I think of you often though my day to day actions aren't representing that so much.
2023-01-18 14:46:54 +0000 UTC View Post
I have been so good lately! But I suppose that means I have been so bad too.
2023-01-16 15:45:39 +0000 UTC View Post
i've gotten myself a little tied up these days, with bigger projects...
2023-01-09 00:37:37 +0000 UTC View Post
Shouting Happy New Year to you topless from the mountain topless! What will you create this year? What will you let go of?
2022-12-31 16:37:51 +0000 UTC View Post
do you ever have this feeling that someone is looking at you? that you can sense the sweep of their gaze in a crowded room, the intensity of their focus on you in their peripheral vision... or is that just my imagination?
2022-12-29 04:55:22 +0000 UTC View Post
It's a bit twisted, could you help me adjust it? :)
(Check your messages for a little gift, a little offering. Thanks for having renew on and being here with me!)
The Ostrich Effect - if I can't see you, you can't see me, right?
Alright, that's not exactly the effect but it's close enough if you squint a bit ^^"
The Empress' New Clothes :)
These are Latin dance heels - they are very comfortable and very short.
What do you think about this dress for the cocktail party tonight? With pants, of course. (This may be a bit too sheer, but I do personally enjoy the shape of nipples through soft clothes. One of those hints that are intensely sexy for me.)
2022-12-17 17:59:33 +0000 UTC View PostSomebody is spying on me :p and I just want to get the sun everywhere... can you tell? It is so satisfying. I hope you try it too.
2022-12-15 00:31:09 +0000 UTC View Post
sometimes i move in my sleep... my dreams are quite lively, and despite my shifting and sounds, i am deeply asleep
2022-12-12 01:44:44 +0000 UTC View Post
do you dare disturb my slumber? :)
2022-12-08 22:58:41 +0000 UTC View PostI went to an aerobics class today - one where you follow along simple cardio/dance/stretch moves to music, to work out - and I loved it! I find it very satisfying to side step and kick to the beat. Have you tried it?
2022-12-08 00:57:14 +0000 UTC View Post
Google wanted to show me this image today, so I can only assume they wanted to show it to you too?
2022-12-06 18:47:32 +0000 UTC View Post
there are so many moments when the lighting is incredible in my eyes, but my phone can't quite capture it ^^" I hope you can imagine gentle radiance of the sun as it warms my backside as I walk in towards the bed
2022-12-04 23:25:33 +0000 UTC View PostI love finding amusement in the tiniest details :))) Human people made most of these things we see around us and they are all so cool! and weird! Throwback from early 2022 with @artemisdune
2022-12-01 22:24:39 +0000 UTC View Post
