didn't love my last post here being a bit sad so i have a mirror selfie that i was too nervous to post to twitter that's all for now unfortunately but i did my makeup today which was nice, it was my first time doing it in over a week, im gonna try do it tomorrow as well :)
2024-09-22 02:43:46 +0000 UTC
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i made a vlog i haven't made one of these in AGES this is just an update on me i guess. i hope ur all doing well:) im doing okay. i liked making this vlog a lot actually. i'm addicted to wow a little bit again but i think it'll be fun if not a little stressful if i do mythic raiding for a couple months. it really engages my brain actually in a weirdly healthy way i think just it works well with ho...
2024-09-12 04:01:17 +0000 UTC
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one hundred thousand degrees
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this is the latest photo i worked on so i felt like id share the finished result + all the other takes. the pictures are ordered reverse chronologically but you can kind of see the evolution if you go through them backwards โบ๏ธ
i decided to smudge the camera lens in order to get the effect of almost being stuck in a steamy shower o...
2024-08-22 13:37:05 +0000 UTC
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just some random photos i took today nothing im really in love with but i got a lot of stretching practice doing all the poses lmao
i'm gonna try go to the gym tomorrow im actually really really anxious about it but im gonna give it my best shot. i hope it goes well ๐
2024-08-18 03:48:13 +0000 UTC
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I had meant to post these august 1st but i honestly forgot and then vanished from social media for a week so ur getting them now ๐
I think soon i want to start posting a photo every day on twitter in order to ease myself back into being photography, regardless of how good/how bad i look or how much time or effort i've put in i'll be posting something every day there. The hope is th...
2024-08-11 17:31:29 +0000 UTC
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Light pollution over a falling star
WE ARE SO BACK โบ๏ธโบ๏ธโบ๏ธ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ
I was messing around a lot yesterday with city skyline photos. Initially i wanted to do a sunset photo but I ended up staying up till 6am just working on pictures and got one of my favourite photos ever, certainly the best photo i've taken in at least a year. You have no idea how good it...
2024-07-26 18:18:21 +0000 UTC
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First post in literally forever >.>
Hi everyone :) I hope you're doing well. I'm doing good!! Have been making a bit of a comeback on social media recently which has felt really good, I tried taking photos today (i got some cool ones i think but ill probably want to edit them a bit), and i felt like i'd take my first sort of lewd photos in honestly forever... i genuinely don't r...
2024-07-26 02:43:39 +0000 UTC
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Hey guys, long time no see :) Its my 3 year HRT anniversary today so I thought i'd put in the effort and look nice and take photos :)
I didn't wanna go too overboard with high effort photos cus honestly i'm just so out of practice it's only reasonable i start slow and get my confidence back, but I feel really good about how I did today so that's good ๐
2024-06-07 20:10:33 +0000 UTC
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happy easter and happy trans day of visibility :)
some updates:
i'm back on meds again (finally) and have been taking them consistently for the last 4 days in a row which is a big deal for me. I don't know if i mentioned here before either but i started invisalign for my teeth and im just doing a lot of small steps that are healthy for me. A side effect of the medication is im not eati...
2024-03-31 17:12:23 +0000 UTC
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Hi to anyone still left here :)
i know it's been a while. but i wanted to share these photos with you :)
honestly, the longer i took a break.. the harder it was to come back and post here. I couldn't bring myself to even log in and look at my account because i felt so guilty about not posting. i've been streaming a lot, but it's been tiring me and im not exactly doing th...
2024-03-12 23:55:21 +0000 UTC
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was messing around with a photo set up today. i don't really have my finished photo or anything but i tried a bit today. i'm stopping for tonight but i plan to pursue this one for a while longer until i get something really perfect. i don't know if im putting a bit too much pressure on myself but i want this photo to be like... special i guess. i wanna go all out and for it to be my best work yet....
2024-01-15 04:19:38 +0000 UTC
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happy new year everyone :) it's my birthday today!! and i'm finally posting a nude here after god knows how long >.>
last year was really really hard for me, so here's to this year being better :) i'm doing a lot better than i was 2 months ago that's for sure. i think once the weather starts getting warmer and summer rolls around it'll be a good season for breaking out of stagna...
2024-01-02 18:33:11 +0000 UTC
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just another text update today, im doing okay :) i got my nails done and im gonna try get another trip to the salon again soon to feel pretty. id like to post SOMETHING here this month for christmas, even if its not exactly amazing content, I'll have free time when i go visit my family over christmas to maybe get some cute dog videos for you and some cozy holiday stuff :)
2023-12-12 02:00:18 +0000 UTC
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hi guys, sorry for no posts for basically the last month >.>. theres a lot i could say, i typed out a few different things but it mostly felt like i was just venting and being overly hard on myself, and i was making myself upset >.> (i do that a lot).
the last few weeks ive been streaming basically non stop every day, and its been good for me i think. im socializing at le...
2023-12-07 04:13:12 +0000 UTC
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hi hi :) i got a new lingerie top that looks very beautiful on me ๐ฅฐ
i've been doing pretty okay the last few days, taking my meds a lot more consistently which has been proving to be a pretty big help with my mood and stuff (WHO would have guessed ๐ฎโ๐จ). while i'm obviously not fully back yet it feels like the worst is over i guess. hopefully things start trending more posit...
2023-11-11 15:27:01 +0000 UTC
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bathtub pics :) + random pics i took of my makeup yesterday :)))
2023-11-08 17:12:33 +0000 UTC
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Happy halloween everyone ๐งก๐งก๐งก
i've been doing okay the last few days, taking a lot more photos and stuff again, and halloween is such a good time to get back into more high effort photo set stuff so i gave it a try today in a super super hot outfit ๐ i hope you like it a lot :)
2023-10-31 19:24:01 +0000 UTC
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feel like it's been a minute since i just took some low effort night time nudes, so i took some low effort nudes tonight for u to let u know i care ๐ฅฐ
2023-10-17 02:01:23 +0000 UTC
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double exposure photos
2023-10-13 22:43:51 +0000 UTC
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hi hi everyone :) no makeup selfie cam for you for now! i'm doing good today i've got a lot of chores done and i let myself cry for an hour or so (hence the red eyes ๐คฃ) but i'm feeling a bit better after getting my emotions out ๐
i'm gonna do my makeup and try get some more photos for today and i'll post them later if i do! so i hope those turn out well so i can show off some cool stuff ๐ฅ...
2023-10-13 17:41:48 +0000 UTC
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bonus post for the day omg she posted TWICE in one day???? ๐ฑ also pls check out the earlier post as well ๐๐
2023-10-09 21:35:09 +0000 UTC
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had another very good day of photo taking today :) i hope ur proud of me!!
as i mentioned before but im kind of struggling a bit with depression at the moment but, one thing i think i'm good at is channeling those feelings into my creativity. i feel like my content has been lacking a bit of that unhinged depressive creativity for a while now and it's something that im always really proud of creat...
2023-10-09 20:24:07 +0000 UTC
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very very long creature
i had a bizarre creative surge today which combined with my negative mental health to produce these monstrosities of photos. honestly, i love them. it's been a while since i've been creative like this, and they turned out so good i was worried i got rusty but i guess not ๐
2023-10-03 02:24:39 +0000 UTC
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onlyfans removed my last post cus i had a sword in it i didnt realize until now LMAO sorry. im feeling a bit better though, for what it's worth :) i'll try get some actual content out soon, just taking my time i guess.
i decided to remove the vlog of me being sad just because i didn't wanna bring the vibes down any more than i already have. sorry for being a mess recently, it's been hard i guess ...
2023-10-02 17:11:57 +0000 UTC
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hi hi i had a big high effort day today with content!!
I've started slowly trying to figure out tiktok so i spent quite a while making and editing one of those, took some hot selfies, i tried taking some headshots but not many were really that exciting tbh, and i did a lil video too as well :) i hope you like these photos i really like how the sun looked on my body tbh, there's a lot of room for...
2023-09-19 23:44:09 +0000 UTC
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i got a lower back stretcher thing so i'm trying that out today :) hopefully more photos tomorrow ๐
2023-09-17 21:44:27 +0000 UTC
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messing around with photos and makeup again :) slowly working through the depressive feelings i've been having, i know it's not a lot but it's my best ๐
2023-09-16 21:59:58 +0000 UTC
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new hot nudes ๐ซฃ
2023-09-11 11:28:54 +0000 UTC
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been super in my feelings this last week and just being really harsh on myself but i'm trying to pick myself back up today so wish me luck :) i plan to do makeup for the first time in a few days and take cute photos and do my social media stuff. it's hard, this feels like the hardest i've fallen in a long time honestly. i don't even know why exactly things weren't going badly for me at all i just ...
2023-09-08 18:55:22 +0000 UTC
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late night gaming ๐
sorry for the low effort post today I figured anything was better than nothing though :) just getting myself back into things now that i'm back home, I'd like to do a vlog where I talk about the trip and how it went soon but first I had to stream and unpack and clean my apartment so I just have been catching up on my to do list.
initially I wanted to do a renew on bonus v...
2023-09-03 04:30:05 +0000 UTC
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