LadyVIA

Thank you for your support.

I chose this photo, because in 2-3 hours after making this pic I will start vomiting blood and feeling super weak and exhausted.  I didn't know about metastasis in my brain. It's a f%cking disaster.

Right now I'm hospitalised and getting new treatment. 

Unfortunately I can't draw...

Happy New Year my sweeties!

Today is New Year's Eve, for the first time I will celebrate it alone and I can't even drink a glass of champagne because I can't drink alcohol at this stage of treatment. But! I won't be sad! I believe that this is just such a period, and very soon I will have a miracle and love that will make my life happy.

I wish you all happiness and love in the new year! I am very glad that I have yo...

Dropped by to say hello

Hello my sweet people!

I came to show how my days go at the clinic. How I'm bored and walk back and forth. The nurse even lets me touch my blood in a test tube (I even took a photo with my blood XD). I spend my nights at home, I am at the clinic during the day.

And the last one is a screenshot of a frame. And I really liked that frame from the new chapter and I can’t resist showin...

Sending kisses to you

Don't worry, I'm not lost, I'm already coloring a new chapter.

I pulled myself together, put on some makeup, and cheered myself up to make this post for you (to be honest, I mostly look really bad right now XD).
I'm really trying hard, but I'm very slow because of my treatment.
I will spend the Christmas holidays in the clinic, I have a bloody cough and this is not good.
I hope I...

Hey there! Sneak peek XD Good mood, good work!

I spent this morning and half of a day drawing line of the new chapter. Right now I'm going to my clinic for making ultrasound of the thyroid gland.
I decided to not hide myself. What for? I wanna make photos and may be repeat stupid lgbt memes... So will see.
Kiss you, love you! Thanks for your support. Really, thanks!

Hey-hey! It's me XD

Hello my sweet people! You won't believe it, but I'm finally sitting down and drawing a new chapter.

Perhaps it's worth retelling all the news lately, because I haven't posted much for you and haven't told you a lot of things.

My treatment stalled at some point, as the lung metastases did not respond to therapy, my thyroid stopped working, my hormones got out of control, I developed...

Crazy week, crazy me

Hello people! I finally colored the picture)

I have some good news. I had a CT scan of my lungs this week and my metastases responded to therapy. Inflammation began around the metastases. This is very good, it means that therapy has started to work. I still have a long and long way to go, but I am very glad that the effect of the treatment has appeared.

I'm feverish and weak right n...

Naughty, naughty thoughts

Hello and hello!

Hi guys. Sorry for short post and rare posting.

Just so you know, I have almost finished coloring an excellent 18+ picture.

My condition worsened and I temporarily had to go to the clinic. This week I was sent home for a while. I will have new injection tomorrow and I'm not sure if I will be okay. November is crazy... I spent my birthday is clinic... Worst birthday ever XD.

I ...

Ouch! Doctor, your hands are cold!

I miss drawing and my old life so much...

I caught myself lately thinking that I talk more and spend more time with my oncologist than with my family. I'm really used to her already. She is younger than me and she is very talented and ambitious.

At the moment, doctors are deciding the issue with my lungs. I am very worried because I don’t want to undergo surgery, but if the doctor...

I missed you so much...

Hello my dears!

I can't believe I was able to finish this drawing. It's very difficult for me.

In September, I had to stay in the clinic, and when I returned home after some time, I became ill and had to go back.

The idea that it will be like this until January (up to 6 months they can look for the right combination of medications and concomitant medications for my body) scare...

Hey-hey! Look what I did!

Hello my dears!

Sorry for posting so infrequently.

On the night of August 31, I arrived home. I'm going back to the big city on September 5th. 

I am very happy to stay at home and despite the weakness and limitations from the doctors, I decided to draw at least a little. IT'S SO NICE! All thoughts left my head and I enjoyed drawing this sketch.

On September 5th I wi...

Hello!!!

Hello, my dears! I am not able to keep in touch with you and make posts (on the phone I can only reply to comments, but because of the vpn the application works very badly).

I still don't live at home. On July 12, I had surgery on my back, the cut was large and deep, so I still have stitches. It is very painful and uncomfortable. Histology confirmed melanoma, and a CT scan found a suspici...

Life has bad sense of humor

Hello!

In a couple of hours I'm leaving for a big city for treatment. I was diagnosed with melanoma. There were no necessary doctors and medical equipment in my city, so I was sent to a big city for examination. Yesterday I just arrived from the examination. Today I got a call and was told that I needed to be at their clinic tomorrow morning. My girlfriend won't be able to come with me be...

Finally posted the chapter

I tried to finish the chapter as soon as possible. After a long break, it turned out to be very difficult to draw again. The hands were off.

Due to the fact that I need to go to the doctors (do X-rays, do ultrasounds, etc.), it takes me a lot of time to get to the clinic and back. I take the bus because I already don't have any money for a taxi. The bus ride to the clinic takes at least 1...

61 chapter (early access)

Finally...

Good and bad news.

Hello people!

Sorry for not posting anything for a long time. Because of the finger, I was very uncomfortable using the computer. Now my finger is free and I'm already coloring the chapter. I'm not quite used to it yet. I can't feel anything with that finger now. But the finger moves and does not hurt, which is good. This was good news.

The bad news is that after passing the doctors...

I'm so sorry, that's all I managed to draw

Hello my dears! 

I know that I promised to hold on and to keep drawing comics while my girlfriend is in the hospital, but an accident happened - I broke my thumb (last week it was thunderstorm at night here, the electricity went out, in the dark I tripped over something and my thumb got stuck in the doorway).

I tried to draw, but it was very di...

Insomnia post

Hello! I have to go to sleep, but I can't because I'm very nervous and I can't calm down.

The day before yesterday, my girlfriend was hospitalized, the doctors had cosilium and made decisions on the surgery. We have already talked with her doctor, the surgery will be on May 15, in the morning. After the surgery, my Maria has to spend two days in intensive care with breathing tubes. She ha...

60 chapter (early access)

I finally finished it. Thank you for your patience and understanding!

Working hard

I finished coloring the chapter, it remains to add dialogues. I'll get some sleep, do the dialogues, and will finally upload the chapter. Very soon you will see a new chapter!

Thanks for waiting!

I don't know how to manage to do everything and everywhere.

Hi! Guys, I don't have time to finish the chapter today. We had a problem with my girlfriend's paperwork for the hospital. We had to go to another city (regional center) to get the documents as soon as possible. We could not have foreseen this, it is the fault of the bureaucratic part of the healthcare system.

Now I need to get some sleep after a grueling train ride. Tomorrow I will color...

How are we doing.

Hello everyone! I have published a new chapter and opened access to 58th and 57th chapters.

My girlfriend will be hospitalized on May 12th, so I'm already nervous and worried about a lot of things. She loves summer very much, but this year she will have to spend the summer time on treatment. Surgeons will cut open her cheek and tighten facial tissue to lift her lower jaw. To fix the jaw, ...

59 chapter (early access)

Hello my dears! New chapter is here for you!

58 chapter (early access)

Hello my dears! Enjoy the new chapter.

Haven't talked about the news for a long time.

Hi people!

I am drawing the lines of a new chapter right now.

I haven't written about how we've been doing for a long time.

Last two months my girlfriend constantly visits the dentist (from the very beginning of 2023, she began treatment of her teeth, which the doctors broke during the surgeries).

She had several MRIs this week and on Friday she will go to her oncologist...

57 chapter (early access)

Hello my dears! I finished the chapter on time (hooray!). Now I can rest a little. Tomorrow my girlfriend and I will go for a walk in the city. Spring has come and it has become warm, we need to walk more.

Love you my dears!

Sneak peek of 57th chapter

Drawing line right now.

I don't like to draw food, because when I draw it, I want to eat something immediately XD

56 chapter (early access)

Hello my dears!

I was sick again, but I have already recovered and managed to make a new chapter.

55 chapter

Hello my dear patrons! Here is new chapter for you! 

Love you all! I will make a small post a day after tomorrow and tell how the things are going here. 

Have a nice day or a good night!