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June Exclusive tale | "Therapy" | Part 2

It’s the rain, drumming persistently that wakes Lola up.

She didn’t have the baby dream. She feels calm and relaxed.

She stretches – the crib is long enough to more than accommodate her 4 feet 11 inches height – and is perfectly at ease until she opens her eyes and sees the wooden bars. And reflects on her situation in a new light.

“Oh.”

Lola...

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Poll results - July 'wedding/divorce' ideas

Poll results  - July 'wedding/divorce' ideas

Here are our July tales to look forward to.  Thank you Helpers for a bumper selection of excellent ideas this month!

  • The only thing he and his fiance didn't account for when planning their wedding was his jealous ex turning up with a twin stroller ready. - Rick


  • Her husband is unable to give her the baby. Fortunately...

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June Exclusive tale | "Therapy" | Part 1

June Exclusive tale | "Therapy" | Part 1

Better Path Counseling

Austin, Texas


The July air is thick with the promise of storms. The humidity clings to Lola’s skin, weighing her down. It is a relief to enter Dr Light’s home and his downstairs office. These visits aren’t like a trip to Disneyworld, but at least there’s central air. And at least someone wants to listen.

Even if it’...

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July "wedding/marriage" poll #3

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July "wedding/marriage" poll #2

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July "wedding/marriage" poll #1

Thank you Helpers for 15 ideas!

3 polls, 1 vote for each poll. Let's see what we come up with, everyone!

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July Flash tale #2 - "Wide Awake"

July Flash tale #2 - "Wide Awake"

It happens at night. It happens after lunch. It even happens right now on the drive along Spring Street. They’re on their way to have lunch with the Davidson’s, who have two kids of their own.

“It’ll be good. We haven’t seen them in forever.”

Luke didn’t understand any of this when it was discussed, when he was being buckled into his car-seat. But now, pacifier in his ...

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June Flash (double-length) #1 - "Bubble Brain"

June Flash (double-length) #1 - "Bubble Brain"

Ngatea, New Zealand

February

Daniel has the nightmare again. He wakes up in a cold sweat, but he’s warm and wet around his groin.

“No,” he whispers. He pulls back the bedsheets. “Come on.”

He’s wet the bed. Pissed himself. The perfect ending to the dream. He thinks of his twenty-one-year-old brother, Oliver, sleeping peacefully in t...

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Poll results - June 'dream' ideas

Here are our June tales to look forward to. We had a tie for 2nd place, but then I received a bribe...I mean, then I made an executive decision. Ahem! 😊 Thank you Helpers for excellent ideas!


  • Lola keeps dreaming of being a baby in a crib, as much as she'd like to move past this, her new therapist keeps bringing the topic up - Joseph
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May Exclusive - "Hum" - Part 4

He wakes up in the darkness and feels a dull confusion. Where is he? When is he? And then, helped by the whirring drone of the hotel room’s A/C, he remembers.

And he hears a voice.

Groggy, he lifts his head. It’s Bella who’s talking. He reaches for her, but she has left the bed. All he finds is the earbuds left on her pillow.

He lays his head back down, listenin...

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May Exclusive - "Hum" - Part 3

Forty minutes later, Charlie steers Bella back into their hotel room. He marches her over to the bed and sits her down.

“That’s enough.”

Bella hitches and gulps. Her wet hair is plastered to her head. “I was just puh-puh-playin’!”

“Playing like a little kid,” corrects Charlie. “Misbehaving like one.” He sighs, sits down beside her. “I should’ve known. Y...

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May Exclusive - "Hum" - Part 2

Hampton Inn and Suites East Mesa

Bella is back. Bella is a handful. Bella is something else.

“Hugs!”    

“Sure, let me just-“

“Hugs, Charlie!”

Silverado parked behind the hotel, checked into a 4thfloor room, Charlie hugs Bella.

“...

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May Exclusive - "Hum" - Part 1

Mesa, Arizona

11:15 AM

98 degrees


Wake me up inside (save me)
Call my name and save me from the dark (wake me up)

It’s almost normal. It’s almost like before. Except, in actual fact, it’s barely the same at all...

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May Exclusive tale coming soon!

May Exclusive tale coming soon!

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June stories poll

Thank you Helpers for these dreamy ideas! 

Keeping it simple for the 8-idea poll. One member, one vote - top 3 ideas will get my writerly attention!

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May Flash #2 - "Dum"

May Flash #2 - "Dum"

Nashua, New Hampshire

Friday


Hannah opens the front door of her single-story home. She makes me wait first, obviously, but she finally opens the door.

It’s quiet. Her kids aren’t home right now, thank God, so there’s no yelling and screaming in the background. Which is nice.

I hold out my hand. “Thanks.”

She gives me a cool lo...

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May Flash #1 - "Tum"

May Flash #1 - "Tum"

Ngatea

What can I say about Shane? You know how it goes; some new teachers are nervous and some are over-confident. Shane belongs firmly in the second camp.

“This is a special school,” I told him during orientation. (One of my responsibilities is to take the newbies under my wing.) “With the emphasis on ‘special’. Don’t forget that.”

“I know what speci...

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April Exclusive - "Lief" - Part 3

I wake up in the dark. I wake up wet. I wake up alone.

I cry out. A high-pitched wail. It’s all that I’ve got.

In a matter of seconds, there’s the woman from last night. There’s my pretty nerd. Her face appears, looming over the crib. What’s her name? And how did I end up in here?

I continue to cry, it feels uncontrollable. I will never stop crying, there’s no wa...

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April Exclusive - "Lief" - Part 2

“Shoot. Sorry. I’m making a mess of this.”

“You’re fine. I’m the one who made the mess.”

In truth, we’re both terrible at this.

I went first, peeing and pooping as I sat on the nursery floor. It was almost comical, the way urine came out, like a tiny lawn sprinkler. The poop was less amusing; that was serious shit. My first thought, inspecting the rug beneath...

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April Exclusive - "Lief" - Part 1


When I wake up, I have the mother of all headaches.

When I wake up, I’m a baby.

I don’t scream. I don’t faint. I’m just amazed. It’s impossible. It must be a dream.

But I’m awake. Propped against a pillow, I look down at my pudgy body, and I remember my baby photos from thirty years ago. Yeah, Mom always said I was chunky.

“You’re awake,” B...

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April Exclusive tale - Landing this week!

April Exclusive tale - Landing this week!

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Poll results - May 'Phones/Bets/Music' ideas

Poll results - May 'Phones/Bets/Music' ideas

Here are our May tales to look forward to.  Thank you Helpers for excellent ideas!

  • A man finally finds his regressed girlfriend and plays their song to jog her memory, but her new "daddy" catches him - Dean


  • A new Ngatea teacher doesn't know what he's getting into when a co-worker bets he can't last a day working in ...

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April Flash Tale #2 | "Belief"

April Flash Tale #2 | "Belief"


St Mary’s Church

Hendon, Northwest London


Ralph picks a quiet time to drop off the toys. He doesn’t want to make it a big deal. In and out. In, out, and then home. Okay, home after picking up a chicken schnitzel and chips from the Sunny Hill café.

Ralph sighs. He has a lot of takeaways these days. Of course, he had soup for lunch, b...

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May tales poll # 3

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May tales poll # 2

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May Flash tale #1 - "Relief"

May Flash tale #1 - "Relief"

Ngatea, New Zealand

When it happens, it is everything.

It doesn’t feel like everything. It just feels like a relief.

After her arrival in Ngatea, Valerie played the part to perfection. Keenly aware that she was under observation, she continued to behave in the same docile, simple way she had on the journey from England. As if she was still under the hypnoti...

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May tales poll # 1

It's voting time! 3 polls for the May tales, with the ideas arranged into a trio of delectable selection boxes. Thank you special helpers for 12 excellent ideas! 🥇

Please vote for your favorite idea in each poll 😊  - top vote of each category gets written. 

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March Exclusive - "Choosing" - Part 3


Don’t push her, the counselor said. Don’t force her. Just let it happen. You are the guide.

I see the look on Emma’s face. Her I-call-bullshitexpression.

I smile. “You don’t have to,” I say. “It’s just an idea.” I shrug. “If you want, we can wait for my mommy to come back and she can make us breakfast.”

And this is true. Emma...

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March Exclusive - "Choosing" - Part 2

Last night Emma stayed over. Ostensibly to talk about our plans for the next couple months. A summer of service, where we do good deeds around Blowing Rock - back and forth to Food Lion fetching groceries for the elderly, hot afternoons at Price Lake teaching youngsters how to row, taking the special girls to Dilwin’s for ice-cream - and wait for some bronzed, well-mannered boy to show intere...

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March Exclusive Tale - "Choosing" - Part 1

March Exclusive Tale  - "Choosing" - Part 1

One

Blowing Rock, North Carolina

Emma and I graduated high school yesterday. And you know the kinds of cards you get, hopefully with some cash or a gift card inside?

You’re destined for success! Nothing can stand in your way!

Keep making us proud. We know you’re just getting started!

Know without a doubt that you were made for great thin...

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