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CarissaExplainsNothing
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Dreams

I don’t know how to dream yet.

I’ve always had a big imagination and am forever the idea person. My number 1 strength, according to StrengthsFinder, is strategy and number 2 is ideation. I absolutely live in my head (hello there, enneagram 7) and it feels like I almost have the ability to see things before they happen.

But my life has been HARD for the past two years. I’m still in survival mode. I live day to day, which is so hard on my mental health, but I’ve yet to work my way out of this pit.

In a Live on TikTok this week, someone asked me what my dreams are and I froze. For the first time in my life… I have no idea.

I just want to feel safe and secure again. When I do, I can dream. When I have a solid foundation, I feel like I can fly. When I have people to rely on, I can build amazing things.

But for now, I keep breathing. And that’s enough for today.

Then one day I know the clouds will clear and I’ll be able to really dream again.

❤️❤️❤️

(Shared from my Instagram: carissaexplainsnothing26)

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Dreams are my only way of getting through….realistic ones, but dreams nevertheless. It’s the only way I can move forward. Dream it …..achieve it, next ….

Dreams are hard when you are in survival mode! May you find the space and peace to find them. 🙂


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