K!nky Story Time with Dixie

I remember the day I first experienced the rush of build up before the release that comes just a second after you think you can't take it anymore. I was sitting in the chair facing the mirror, holding direct eye contact with myself. He ran his fingers through my hair and held just tight enough . . . Just such that I could move my head a little but I couldn't unlock from my own eyes. I sat there, taking a deep breath and falling into deep surrender. 

I felt my shoulders relax and a surge of electricity run down my chest, through my nipples and deep within my core until finally I experienced that subtle rush between my legs, where my root connected with the chair. I anchored. The exhale of anticipation. 

I felt the heat start to build. He leaned toward my ear and said "Just let me know if it gets too hot". "Okay" I said, "I will". I felt safe, knowing I could escape at any second. But at the same time, I didn't want to. I wanted to stay there, in full surrender to him as he did exactly as he intended to me. 

I held my legs close together and met my hands between them. 

Gradually, I started to feel the heat. I took another deep breath, focusing on the spot where the heat met my skin. As I exhaled, that electric feeling began to build again. The heat increased and all of a sudden, my focus all went to my thoughts: "It hurts" I thought, "but I'm sure he'll stop soon and move to another spot . . . Just a couple more breaths. I can do it". 

I took a couple more. I counted, reassuring myself as the pain grew, as the heat got more intense and I felt it so precise on my skin. I couldn't not notice it. It drew all my attention, held all the power, and I sat, gazing into my eyes being fully held by the pain - Its caress. 

I almost couldn't take it anymore. I could feel it starting to burn, but it felt good to keep saying "yes". It felt good knowing it was fully my choice to keep going and if at any second I said no, he would stop. In full surrender yet in full control. 

And then, just as I thought I really could not take one more second, the heat went away. That precise spot he had chosen, where he had placed all attention, cooled. All the energy and all the focus rushed from that single spot on my head where the blow dryer had been down my spine and straight to p*ssy as she pulsated with absolute pleasure. Release. 

I drew my lips into a circle and exhaled slowly, re-grounding; Knowing I would need to get up soon to take myself home. 

He held up a smaller mirror so I could see the back of my head, and his eyes met mine in the larger mirror situated in front of us. "What do you think?" he said as he showed me my new hair cut. 

"I love it," I replied. Smiling even more because I knew my secret. Anticipating the climax that awaited me at home when I returned to play in solitude, reliving the experience in the privacy of my own bedroom, with only myself and my pleasure to play with.